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Harakiri (Vocaloid Version)

by David Dexter

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End Of The World 04:04
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End Of The World I have no soul I'm out of time I want control This world is mine Governments Lie They watch people die I've lost my mind But I am not blind This is the end of the world Motherf**ker. I try to swim But I am drowning I need to live But I am dying I drowned in sorrow No more tomorrow All hope is gone And everything is wrong This is the end of the world Motherf**ker. I want control Give me control
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Reptile 04:06
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2. Reptile I am a Reptile - Yeah! I am a Reptile - Tokage (Lizard) I am the serpant I am the whore I am the reptile I am the sore I am the insect climb up your wall I am forever or not at all I am the saint I am the sinner I am the truth I am the liar I am the lost I am the found I am the free I am the bound I am the high I am the low I am above it all I am below I am the death machine of all your broken dreams I'm the dark carnival made of malicious things I am a Reptile - Yeah! I am a Reptile - Tokage (Lizard) I am the whole, I am the part I am the end, I am the start I am the blind, the deaf and dumb I am the truth from which you run I am disease in the injection I am the dirt in your infection I am the darkness trapped in your light I am your noose that pulls too tight I am the wrong, I am the right I am so fucking dead I cannot fight I am the death machine of all your broken dreams I'm the dark carnival made of malicious things I am a Reptile - Yeah! I am a Reptile - Tokage (Lizard) Maggots crawling beneath the skin they try to eat away the sin We were born just to die, feel the splinter in your eye I am the death machine of all your broken dreams I'm the dark carnival made of malicious things I am a Reptile - Yeah! I am a Reptile - Tokage (Lizard)
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Lost Memories 05:14
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3. Lost Memories There are no birds in the sky anymore There is no place to hide away I see the way the clouds move across the sky While I am in the depths of despair Block Out All Light Watch day turn into night Why did you say you would not leave this place Where have you gone? Pretend nothing was wrong I cling onto lost memories of you Lost memories of you I try so hard to erase my memories But it leads to an empty void I'm not like them, I'm not like anyone I feel alone even with someone Dementia kicking in Look at the state I am in Scars are like a road map Of all the places that I've been Block Out All Light Watch day turn into night Why did you say you would not leave this place Where have you gone? Pretend nothing was wrong I cling onto lost memories of you Lost memories of you Block Out All Light Watch day turn into night Why did you say you would not leave this place Where have you gone? Pretend nothing was wrong I cling onto lost memories of you Lost memories of you
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Sin 05:13
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Sin My thoughts paralyze I have turned my back on everything And I've forgotten all of your names Memories overflowing like the ocean But I feel I'm drowning in these chains Burning down bridges I need to retread It always burns a hole into my head I don't know how I got here I don't know where I am I scrape away my skin Try to strip away the sin What is even left to do here Is there anything left to see? There is no place left to run The walls are closing in around me My thoughts paralyze Am I dying or already dead? Every turn I take I reach a dead end Close my eyes to make it disappear This darkness has covered everything Get down on your knees and start to pray There is no light, I'm starting to decay
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Mechanical Thoughts 05:07
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Mechanical Thoughts Mechanical thoughts circle around my mind Nurtured and growing until they die I am slipping into darkness once again I want to sleep forever and dead is all i feel I'll be your martyr I try to hold my breath (Hold my breath) I'll be your martyr Patiently I wait for death (Wait for death) Comatose or already dead? There are demonds in my head My world is blood red I hold on too tight to pieces of broken glass And now my hands are bleeding I live in darkness all of the time Another day to regret Another day to forget Another night full of blame Another night filled with shame So full of emptiness, falling into this mess All feelings are erased and all words are meaningless I am slipping into darkness once again I want to sleep forever and dead is all I feel I'll be your martyr I try to hold my breath (Hold my breath) I'll be your martyr Patiently I wait for death (Wait for death) I am the best of you and now the rest of you Wants to pull me in two and pull me into you Artificial teardrops fall as my life stops Another day to regret Another day to forget Another night full of blame Another night filled with shame And shame .... And Shame.... And Shame....
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Death Party 04:03
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Death Party Like a machine punching holes It makes a tear in your soul My heartbeat is out of time I watch the sky and pray for rain The same familiar comedown (I am all you never wanted) The same familiar pain again (All I never wanted to be) Life has worn me out Turned me inside out Wish upon a falling star Pick away at unhealed scars Meaningless and less is more I know how this story ends Yeah I know how it ends Each time I reach out my hands start to bleed my eyes are open but I cannot see you How will this storybook end And what will become of me? I see dead end signs ahead In my mind's eye I'm seeing red War WIthin my four walled world (I am all you never wanted) It feels like my death party (All I never wanted to be) Life has worn me out Turned me inside out Wish upon a falling star Pick away at unhealed scars Meaningless and less is more I know how this story ends Yeah I know how it ends There is a demon living inside of me Forcing me to feed on all of my needs
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Disintegrate 05:01
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Disintegrate You are like snow so fucking cold to hold so full of hate you disintegrate my love My Love. Disintegrate. I have failed but i tried I have nowhere to hide It's killing me inside I wish I could get away I want to no longer feel afraid All my life I have been betrayed Everyone leaves or forgets to stay Colorless World All my feelings dissolve Watching the clock hours corroding away I'm reaching up into the sky above counting backwards hoping life returns to me My love. Disintegrate. I have failed but I tried I have nowhere to hide It's killing me inside I wish I could get away I want to no longer feel afraid All my life I have been betrayed Everyone leaves or forgets to stay Only the bloodstains remain Nothing but pain, it's always the same I will leave without a sound Slipped so far I've fallen through the ground
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Don't Look Down 04:23
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Don't Look Down I have discovered a parasite living inside my mind looking for cracks in the pavement so I don't fall inside Take this from me just this once there is no time dead flowers grow Take this from me one more time there is no light the darkness knows I gave my wrists to feed them picked the scars to bleeed for them I warn you this is no lie The demons are in the sky Rip it up take it apart now close your eyes don't look down Am I chasing shadows around Listen close don't look down I can feel it inside of me i know I will never be free I am sinking, I can't swim I know I am drowning in Sin Take this from me just this once There are no footsteps following Take this from me one more time There is warmth, skin is crawling I gave my wrists to feed them picked the scars to bleeed for them I warn you this is no lie The demons are in the sky Rip it up take it apart now close your eyes don't look down Am I chasing shadows around Listen close don't look down
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Chasing Shadows 04:31
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Chasing Shadows Trapped inside a wishing well Thrown away as far as i can tell my heaven turned into hell No one cares I can tell Eclipse Electric black raindrops fall words spill out in overflow If I could turn back time I would correct all mistakes of mine Am I chasing shadows or are the shadows chasing after me? Middle finger society Lost in my digital reality Time has taken it's toll on me My twisted reality You are building walls so high I can't tear them down, burn them to the ground If I could turn back time I would correct all mistakes of mine Am I chasing shadows or are the shadows chasing after me? I stood alone in the rain I have befriended my pain Circles of color are pathways to black holes in the sky If I could turn back time I would correct all mistakes of mine Am I chasing shadows or are the shadows chasing after me?
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New Religion 04:18
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New Religion There is no trust that does not rust Nothing in the sky , no questions why Fight to stay awake, I contemplate What is even real and what is fake Is this loving hate to steal my fate Love the pretty pain Only bloodstains remain This is a new religion A new god to me This is a new religion Pour the gasoline This is a new religion You took it from me now it's only a memory everything's empty everyone is the enemy All feelings dissolve And everything is temporary I see it clear in your eyes It's all a fucking lie I stare into the sea It stares right back at me An oncoming train is the only light I see This is a new religion A new god to me This is a new religion Pour the gasoline This is a new religion
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The Age Of Hell 05:40
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The Age of Hell This is the age of hell I have learned to suffer well I feel I'm fading away From birth we start to decay you slither and you crawl away You poison me with words you say The night of the serpants The master and the servants I can see you bleeding, crawling I can't see you breathing, darling I am dizzy and delirious You are so dirty and souless You leave me cold with nothing to hold onto Like a part of me has split in two Pull the noose a little tighter now Dig the hole a little deeper This is the age of hell I have learned to suffer well You cannot apologise And you can't explain Pick at the scabs until they bleed Is this all you really need? The night of the serpants The master and the servants I can see you bleeding, crawling I can't see you breathing, darling I am dizzy and delirious You are so dirty and souless You leave me cold with nothing to hold onto Like a part of me has split in two Pull the noose a little tighter now Dig the hole a little deeper
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My Nothing 05:09
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My Nothing I'm searching for what I've lost I always return empty handed Never wanted it to end this way I feel you staring right through me I'm always waiting, nothing happens I'm always hating all these feelings Everyday I am closer to the end Everyday I am closer to my end It lives deep within Underneath my skin It is inside me It is all consuming This is my nothing Silence echoes from these walls This is my nothing Further into the abyss I fall Further Into the abyss I fall Further into the abyss I fall downwards This pain feels too raw I know nothing matters here anymore Just a picture fading away Until we don't know what it's for anyway Everyday I am closer to the end Everyday I am closer to my end It lives deep within Underneath my skin It is inside me It is all consuming This is my nothing Silence echoes from these walls This is my nothing Further into the abyss I fall Further Into the abyss I fall Further into the abyss I fall downwards

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released June 21, 2021

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